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I THINK THREE THINGS…………GOD WANTS US TO HAVE FOR HAPPINESS, JOY………………..A GOOD FAMILY, GOOD PERSONAL CALLING – GIFT – MINISTRY, (THAT WE HAVE TOTAL CONTROL OVER AS TO HOW IT SHOULD BE)………..AND A GOOD CHURCH…………….so if anything goes wrong with our CHURCH…..we still CAN SEE FRUIT FROM WHAT GOD TOLD US TO PERSONALLY DO………….JESUS can make up IF WE DON’T HAVE ONE OR TWO OF THE THREE……………….JUST HAVING A GOOD FAMILY AND JESUS….is good……HAVING A GOOD CHURCH AND JESUS IS good……HAVING A GOOD PERSONAL MINISTRY AND JESUS CAN BE GOOD, (IF HE’S not calling for us to RETURN TO CHURCH)……………..when , IF YOU HAVE ALL THREE…………YOU’LL be having a PRETTY HAPPY FULFILLED LIFE……………(just my observational opinion, but without SCRIPTURE….just from WATCHING a lot of CHRISTIANS.)…………..MIXING A LOT OF THE WORLD’S PHILOSOPHIES IN…………that can POISON everything……………half way serving GOD and satan……..JUST MEANS I can’t have as MUCH FUN with GOD……..or with the devil………WHATEVER I DO, I GOT TO DO IT FULL SPEED, PASSIONATELY…………………one way or another……

…….I don’t COUNT ON MY CHURCH to totally make me happy…or for me to minister there…..
………..I WANT TO MAKE sure I say this…………..HAPPINESS, JOY, FULFILLMENT IN THE CHRISTIAN WALK to me is a FEW THINGS……….OF COURSE FIRST IT’S OUR RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD……………We can be going somewhere with MANY CHRISTIANS….and AN ANOINTED PLACE….but if WE DON’T HAVE A CLOSE RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD……….won’t be happy……………..OKAY….but if we GOT A CLOSE RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD……HE STILL MADE US SOCIAL……..AND VIGILANTE TO WIN MASSES OF SOULS………….so TWO WAYS….actually THREE WAYS…………………..WINNING SOULS MAKES US FEEL………GOOD CHRISTIAN SELF ESTEEM………….first way………..RAISING A FAMILY, OR THE FAMILY AROUND US……THEY SEE US AND OUR EXAMPLE, and HEAR what we say about GOD, and they SEE, OR SHOULD SEE THE RESULTS………WHEN THEY SEE BLESSINGS FROM GODLINESS, and NON BLESSINGS FROM UNGODLINESS, they are seeing the BIBLE IN US………………………….not just RELIGIOUS THINGS WE SAY ………….NOBODY WANTS A RELIGION THAT DOESN’T PRODUCE RESULTS…no matter HOW much FAITH we have in the words of the BIBLE…..SINNERS want to see RESULTS……………..2ND WAY TO WIN SOULS…..IS PERSONAL MINISTRY, whatever that is………………..FOR ME, I BELIEVE RAPPING IS ONE FOR THE FUTURE, WRITING……………….and maybe tele evangelism. THAT DOESN’T really require a CHURCH…but ME having faith in GOD…and working towards those ends……………THOSE THINGS HELP TO CONTRIBUTE TO MY JOY AND HAPPINESS…….I don’t have to DEPEND UPON A BUNCH OF PEOPLE………AND MINISTRY is like a WIFE to me right now……………….(SHE DOES WHATEVER I SAY, HELPS ME, MAKES ME HAPPY, I SEE FRUIT FROM HER.)………………..when GOD GIVES YOU A GOOD FAMILY, ESPECIALLY SPOUSE AND MAYBE CHILDREN…….a lot of JOY can come from that…………….WHEN HE GIVES YOU A MINISTRY WHERE YOU DETERMINE HOW IT WILL BE as YOU INTERPRET WHAT THE HOLY SPIRIT WANTS….that makes you HAPPY, MORE FULFILLED…………PART OF OUR JOY as a CHRISTIAN………………..the LAST WAY TO WIN SOULS, IS WITH A CHURCH……………you got SERVICE IN HOUSE, and someone can COME, and BE SAVED, GAIN A WHOLE NEW FAMILY, RECEIVE DISCIPLESHIP……and OUTREACH….THE CHURCH going OUT TO REACH SOULS….however they feel called……………………..AND EVEN if you don’t have time, IF YOU PAY TITHES , OFFERING, PRAY………and SIMPLY ANOTHER PERSON ON A SEAT……………..you are doing a lot…………………………………….THE CHRISTIAN LIFE…..once in ORDER……….will be GOOD FAMILY, GOOD CHURCH, GOOD MINISTRY…………………………..and PERSONAL MINISTRY depends on our gifts, talents, PRAYER LIFE, knowledge of the word, CLOSENESS TO JESUS….so much……….and a LOT OF THE ANOINTING IN PERSONAL MINISTRY comes from TWO THINGS…………FIRST OF ALL, IT’S LIKE OWNING A BUSINESS……………WE ARE ON CALL…in other words, WE ARE ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT IT…IT’S A PASSION, OBSESSION, and FILLS UP SPACE, that the devil would take up IF WE DIDN’T DO IT……………Joyce said it in BATTLEFIELD OF THE MIND BOOK………AN EMPTY PLACE, IS SPACE……….SPACE FOR THE DEVIL, in our MINDS…………………….you TRULY do PERSONAL MINISTRY…………and you won’t have TIME, no find as MUCH PLEASURE………….in trying to FIND PLEASURE……………you’ll get your PLEASURE FROM SOULS, HEARING FROM GOD, SEEING HIM USIING YOU, SEEING SOMETHING GROW, and even SEEING HIM BRING YOU THROUGH TRIALS of any ministry………………..
And if WE DON’T GET PLEASURE, HAPPINESS, JOY from those AREAS…………like in a RELATIONSHIP……….WE WILL DEPEND TOO MUCH ON ONE THING…………………………..we’ll depend TOO MUCH ON A SPOUSE and FAMILY…..if we don’t have CHURCH, AND MINISTRY…………………………..if we HAVE CHURCH………………………………and not FAMILY OR PERSONAL MINISTRY………we will EXPECT THE CHURCH to MAKE US TOO HAPPY……………………………….if we HAVE PERSONAL MINISTRY……….but not FAMILY, AND CHURCH……………we will DEPEND TOO MUCH ON PERSONAL MINISTRY…………TO ME HAPPINESS IN CHRISTIANITY IS ALL THREE………..FAMILY, PERSONAL MINISTRY OR GIFTS DEVELOPING WITH FRUIT MANIFESTS……..AND FINALLY………..CHURCH…….SEEING A CHURCH GROW, and YOU BEING A PART OF IT, IS A RICH EXPERIENCE……….because IT CHANGES LIVES, AND COMMUNITIES…………..to me, YOU NEED ALL THREE…………….NOW, I’M EXTREME……………….I don’t have MARRIAGE…………..BUT I DO GOT JESUS, AND A GOOD CHURCH AND GOOD PERSONAL GOALS FOR MINISTRY IN THE FUTURE………. (Church at times has disappointed me before, and I’m sure I’ve disappointed my church. STILL……..MY CHURCH TEACHES me a LOT OF PROFESSIONALISM in MINISTRY, AND TO BE FAITHFUL…………and I see THE RESULTS IN PERSONAL MINISTRY)………….AND honestly………………WITH ………………………









Sometimes I wouldn’t talk to my child like they are a child………I’D TALK TO THEM LIKE THEY GROWN when it comes to THINGS OF GOD………….I’d say, YEAH, YOU YOUNG, GOT TIME, HAVE FUN….but WHAT you do now….DOES DETERMINE your FUTURE, and HOW MUCH GOD will have to straighten out…….have fun, be YOUNG, but WHEN YOU KNOW BETTER and HAVE BEEN TAUGHT BETTER…….GOD will let you learn a lesson the hard way…………………..SO GET A HUGE VISION TO SERVE GOD, and don’t think you are TOO YOUNG TO BE SERIOUS ABOUT GOD……………….
………..JESUS was like 13 and they found him in the temple……..Samuel, a prophet was dedicated to the church to be mentored at a very young age. Some kings in 1RST, 2ND, 3RD KINGS BOOK…..were young. Some feel the Hebrew boys were teen agers……………HERE’S my point………………..GOD does call some at a YOUNG AGE, and the GOSPEL MATURES ANY AND EVERYBODY at ANY AGE…………..sometimes we may think YOUNG PEOPLE will eventually get SERIOUS about GOD when they get older……..AND THAT DON’T always happen…….AND EVEN WHEN THEY DO, like ALL of us, they may have made some DOOZY MISTAKES that affect their life for a LONG, time……………..OF COURSE KIDS WILL BE KIDS………AND OF COURSE MATURITY is HELPED BY AGING and EXPERIENCES……….But I was just thinking…..about MINISTRIES AND MARRIAGE………………MINISTRY…..grows a person up, and having a VISION TO SERVE GOD FAITHFULLY YOUNG….keeps people OUT of a lot of stuff, that they gonna HAVE TO GET out of ANYWAY, sooner or later if they are of GOD………….so I SOMEWHAT BELIEVE as PEOPLE talk, teach their children, pray for them, place them around CHRISTIAN environments, and POINT out STUFF going on in the world, ESPECIALLY a lot of BAD RELATIONSHIPS, and just the consequences of sin in A PERSON’S LIFE who ISN’T FOLLOWING GOD…………even a person YOUR CHILD’S AGE……….they got enough sense to see………….I DON’T WANT TO DO THAT……………LOOK at gay marriage….as I was writing a chapter called THINK FUTURISTICALLY………………it kinda HIT ME LIKE LIGHTNING how there seem to be more GAYS getting married then STRAIGHT CHRISTIANS…..and how SO MANY live together NOW……and either NEVER MARRY, or when they marry, they still divorce. Then I thought about all the DIVORCES period….OVER 60 PER CENT…………..and then I thought about ALL THE children out of wedlock that people have with PEOPLE they aren’t supposed to marry….and it’s HARD then……………BREAKING UP WITH A PERSON when you got a child by them……..PEOPLE try to make it work…and it can be YEARS before a person finally says….THIS AINT GOD’S WILL…child or not………………….and you can NAME A HUNDRED other sins, worldly attitudes that a child can EASILY pick up……..THAT CAN AFFECT THEIR ADULTHOOD for a while………….JESUS or NOT…………………AND GOD said, AND WHAT IF I DON’T COME BACK……………………………if MARRIAGE IS A DROUGHT NOW…………Imagine the FUTURE for YOUNG CHRISTIANS………and GOD said the ONLY ANSWER…………..is NOT to wait and EXPECT CHILDREN TO COME TO GOD AND MATURE WHEN THEY OLDER………..that don’t always happen, and even if they come to GOD, we know CONSEQUENCES of lifestyle STILL are a principle of reaping and sowing………….



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So many unsaved who don’t know GOD…….but like Abraham…..I believe GOD speaks to them…and they simple need JESUS who became a man, while still GOD…….and his WALK on earth….and they need other spiritual humans…. fathers, mothers, EXAMPLE OF RIGHTEOUSNESS to MANY nations………(THERE ARE 7 BILLION PEOPLE on earth, and THERE ARE SOME, perhaps many….ONLY YOU CAN REACH. Even on your friend’s list) GOD wants to WALK with US, AND YOU INDIVIDUALLY…….NOT because we are so good…but because KING JESUS IS GOOD…..AND WE BELIEVE GOD………………….
………YOU, I, WE, MANY don’t have to die or suffer through some things, IF WE JUST BELIEVE GOD! (Even when it looks cold, hopeless, and fear grips us. …………………………..WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM GOD? When HE speaks to you, BELIEVE, and start WALKING towards it. HE will credit you as RIGHTEOUS, (now days through your BELIEF IN THE RESSURECTED JESUS CHRIST.) And YOU will see MIRACLES and GOD moving to VALIDATE your belief………………………..But remember…………..GOD was making Abraham the father of many……NOT just an isolated person all by themselves……BUT an EXAMPLE for MILLIONS OF CHRISTIANS, CHURCHES, MINISTRIES……………………
……They tell the story of a manager of a restaurant who was in the store by himself. He went into the freezer or cooler to count meat and it was after the store was closed. So he counts the meat and then realizes the freezer door is closed and no way for him to get out. He doesn’t have a phone, and no way to contact anyone. He shivers with fear and already has thought of when the next person will come in the store early in the morning and he knows how long it takes a body to freeze. So he automatically considers they will find his dead frozen body. He pulls out a pen and piece of paper and writes a last note to whoever may find him saying he loves his wife and family. He sits down…..and sadly accepts his fate. He dies. The next day they find him, dead, but he’s not as frozen as they thought he would be. They check the temperature and it’s right above freezing temperature and they say with horror and sadness to themselves, “It’s cold but he could have made it. If he had only kept moving he wouldn’t have frozen to death.” But that man believed it was colder than what it really was, and died…..because he thought it was meant to be. …………………………………………………….HOW often do we RESIGN ourselves to bad in our lives, and death and feeling nothing good will happen? Everything that happens that is unfortunate, we may assume, it’s meant to be. And as a result of our unbelief…….WHAT we believe becomes true. WE DO NOT SURVIVE THINGS OR SEE THE GLORY OF GOD…………..
……………ROMANS 4: 2-3 For if Abraham was justified by works, he has something to boast about, but not before God. 3For what does the Scripture say? "ABRAHAM BELIEVED GOD, AND IT WAS CREDITED TO HIM AS RIGHTEOUSNESS."…………………………………………………..75 is old enough not to have a child, even in Abraham’s day. And who would think they would be a ‘father’ of many nations? How did Abraham even know it was ‘GOD’ speaking to him?................ALL we know is before there was an Israelite nation, before the bible INTRODUCES JESUS CHRIST, before there was Moses or the law and ten commandments, there was a 75 year old married man and God spoke to this man. He told him to leave where he was and start walking and the man’s descendants would inherit a land called Caanan, and the man would be a ‘father of many nations’ and he and his wife eventually would have a baby. Abraham didn’t sit in that freezer of life waiting to die. He started walking…………………..you, I may not be the prayer warrior some are. We may not know all the scriptures in the bible. We may have done some wrong things in life………….but somehow when GOD speaks to us…….IT’S not OUR RIGHTEOUSNESS that made HIM speak…………………..IT’S HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS HE will credit us with, IF WE BELIEVE…..and start the DESTINED JOURNEY OF FAITH…………………………..(Genesis 12: 1-5) 12 The LORD had said to Abram, “Go from your country, your people and your father’s household to the land I will show you.
2 “I will make you into a great nation,
and I will bless you;
I will make your name great,
and you will be a blessing.[a]
3 I will bless those who bless you,
and whoever curses you I will curse;
and all peoples on earth
will be blessed through you.”[b]
4 So Abram went, as the LORD had told him; and Lot went with him. Abram was seventy-five years old when he set out from Harran. 5 He took his wife Sarai, his nephew Lot, all the possessions they had accumulated and the people they had acquired in Harran, and they set out for the land of Canaan, and they arrived there.

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WOW….GOD spoke to a man for the first time. And said, YOU FOOL….this night, YOU will die……..
………St. Luke 12: 20 19And I will say to my soul, "Soul, you have many goods laid up for many years to come; take your ease, eat, drink and be merry."' 20"But God said to him, 'You fool! This very night your soul is required of you; and now who will own what you have prepared?' 21"So is the man who stores up treasure for himself, and is not rich toward God."………………

…………Some say they NEVER heard from GOD, and really don’t know if HE exists, and all they care about is the HERE AND NOW and getting more………I WOULD think when GOD , OUR LOVING HEAVENLY FATHER AND JESUS spoke to them, I WOULD think GOD would say, PLEASE, my creation….I just wanted you to know HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU…………but not this guy………..FIRST THING GOD said to him was kinda INSULTING, and VERY SCARY…………………..HE SAID, YOU FOOL…………
…………I DO NOT WANT TO BE LIKE THIS GUY AND A FOOL, and the FIRST THING GOD says to me, is NOT GOOD…………MANY…..when they FINALLY MEET GOD…the first thing HE will say, MIGHT not be very good if they NEVER MET JESUS…….it will be. YOU FOOL. I SENT JESUS to die for your sins, and for 80 YEARS you ignored him. NOW you must DIE ETERNALLY………..THIS NIGHT……all you valued on earth, is NO MORE…………..
……..I AM sure that man, never thought HE was going to die that night……….(FIRST, LET’S get this out of the way, YOU WILL DIE, and the ONLY way to HEAVEN is through JESUS CHRIST. Repent, ask HIM in your heart, and SERVE HIM……but you’ve heard that before….MEN and women….THIS means nothing to you….YOU WANT THE AMERICAN AND WORLD DREAM and to have all you ever wanted, and be happy…so THIS IS MY TRUE LOVE STORY TO YOU.) ……….from GOD ALMIGHTY………….
…………..Here is the story. A man was rich…..and he’s in the bible, so he had BARNS full of stuff he needed to live…..you could say HE had a WHARESHOUS full of expensive cars, and the wharehouse was connected to his 50 million dollar mansion. He had a beautiful trophy wife, and MANY, millions of women who wanted him. HE was the OWNER of a multi billion dollar business, and very well respected. All who came in contact with him, basically worshipped him, told him what a great guy he was. ……….you get the picture? And this is not anyone today I’m talking about….just PUTTING this man in the bible in perspective. So the man suddenly said, “IT’S NOT ENOUGH…………..I will TEAR down my house, get rid of all my cars, and BUILD A 200 MILLION DOLLAR HOME, refill it, and stuff it with ENOUGH food to lasts until I die. In fact……….I’LL buy a GROCERY CHAIN……and so I won’t have to pay for gas, I will buy an OIL COMPANY…….and I’ll divorce my wife, give her 1 billion and get someone even YOUNGER, PRETTIER……and I’ll fix it where………………………….I NEVER ever have to worry about NOTHING again in my whole life. And I will lay back, put my hands behind my head, and say, BROTHER, SOUL….you got it made. GOOD thing you’re not like the rest of the poor suffering people of the world. OH WELL…too bad for them. They just aren’t as ‘lucky’ or hard working, even HUMANLY blessed like I am…….WOW….I love life…………………….SO THE man in the bible said, I WILL TEAR DOWN MY BARNS, AND BUILD BIGGER ONES, and RELAX………………….and SUDDENLY GOD THE GIVER OF LIFE, BREATH, MAKER OF HEAVEN AND EARTH AND HUMANS finally SPOKE………..HE SAID, YOU FOOL. TONIGHT YOU WILL DIE, AND WHO WILL ALL OF ‘YOUR’ STUFF BELONG TO…………….that’s what you get for TRUSTING in that EARTHLY CRAP so much and not being RICH towards me or concerned with……………………GOD, JESUS CHRIST, AND ETERNAL THINGS………..and others for that matter………………
………. SO YOU CAN HAVE ETERNAL LIFE…….but sometimes, RIGHT now…..that means NOTHING to us…………WE value things on this earth…………BUT there will be NO earth one day, and NO YOU…………….HEAVEN, ETERNAL THINGS…..KNOWING GOD FIRST……will …………………THOSE THINGS will be PRICELESS…..and just think………..AS WE TAKE CARE OF THOSE THINGS…….a lot on earth is easier, doable, more ENJOYABLE…………………..even a dumb dog…..LOVES HIS OR HER MASTER….first……………..OH they want food, and shelter, and love………BUT THE DOG, loves it’s MASTER first and foremost, so the MASTER takes care of the dog….EVEN a dog…..but HUMANS…for some reason, SOMETIMES don’t care for their maker……..EVEN though they have seen………people die, and leave this earth………IT’S A TEST…….of FREE WILL……..GOD says, DO YOU WANT ME, and some STUFF on earth………OR DO you just want ‘stuff’…………..
………HERE IS A SOBERING STORY……………maybe it might help you PUT LIFE in perspective…..
………..BUT GOD SAID TO HIM………….YOU FOOL…………………………
………St. Luke 12: 20 19And I will say to my soul, "Soul, you have many goods laid up for many years to come; take your ease, eat, drink and be merry."' 20"But God said to him, 'You fool! This very night your soul is required of you; and now who will own what you have prepared?' 21"So is the man who stores up treasure for himself, and is not rich toward God."

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...........1rst Samuel 2: 30 30"Therefore the LORD God of Israel declares, 'I did indeed say that your house and the house of your father should walk before Me forever'; but now the LORD declares, 'Far be it from Me-- for those who honor Me I will honor, and those who despise Me will be lightly esteemed.......................
……Because EVERY DAY….GOD gives us an opportunity in some way to INCREASE HIS KINGDOM……and if it DOESN’T EXCITE us…it just doesn’t…………………SOMETIMES…that’s not what we want from GOD, and we think, WELL LORD IF YOU GIVE ME WHAT I WANT…..then I WILL truly not just ‘speak’ of you, but TRULY SERVE YOU…………………………but as we learn to LOVE GOD….everyday is a GREAT EASY OPPORTUNITY to learn of HIM more……and EVERYDAY, even on facebook……..WE have a GREAT OPPORTUNITY to MINISTER to someone OLD, and NEW………EVERY DAY…….when we get EXCITED about that………………EVERYDAY we can be JOYFUL, THANKFUL, AND OVERWHELMINGLY FEEL BLESSED…………………..some of the stuff, you, I want……………WE know we aren’t going to get it today…….and HONESTLY…………maybe NEVER….if we can’t RECONCILE our minds to the fact……….GOD LOVES US…………….PEOPLE….more than ANYTHING…………there is NO BLESSING GOD needs or wants more than ANOTHER SOUL in HIS KINGDOM…………and everyday, SOMEONE BRINGING in another one……….WOW….ALL heaven REJOICES…………..I have never heard GOD as excited about US telling him a SCRIPTURE HE CREATED AND KNOWS……….Scripture DON’T EXCITE GOD…..like the SIMPLE, EASY act of bringing SOULS TO HIM………….and then………………HE LOVES TO GIVE THEM HIS WORD………………
.................THERE IS NOTHING that ABRAHAM got from GOD, materially...that HONESTLY blesses me. I'm not naturally a Jewish man.....and Abraham had nothing for me to inherit naturally.....IF ALL ABRAHAM got from GOD was 'stuff'......HONESTLY it wouldn't bless my life ONE BIT.......although it blessed HIS LIFE, and his natural family......but Abraham is dead now, or resting or in a state of waiting on GOD, to transform him totally......THE STUFF that GOD really BLESSES us with....is when we allow HIM to use us. THAT is the stuff that can bless GENERATIONS and many.....OUR FAITH AND EXAMPLE. I know today, YOU want things and I want things......happy marriages, great Christian kids, nice house, car, money in bank, and respect of people......AND GOD wants us to have some of that stuff if we can handle it. BUT after we die...it means NOTHING, if our LIFE doesn't truly SPIRITUALLY touch others, and they look at our WORDS, EXAMPLE, LIFE DEMONSTRATION and gain INSPIRATION from it. THAT LASTS..........ETERNALLY.......whatever you, I, we want FROM GOD....HE'S got it....BUT IT'S FIRST BY FAITH, and OBEDIENCE, and HE is completing us in ways.....OUR FLESH probably don't care about now........BUT ONE DAY, we will wish.........ONE DAY will wish while WAITING on stuff, instead of JUST WAITING for 'our' blessings, and actually 'more' blessings..............WE WILL WISH we had truly BUILT HIS KINGDOM, BOUGHT IN SOULS, and learned SO MUCH MORE ABOUT GOD, and MINISTRY OF HIM to others..........we may be too concerned about 'now' and what we feel is lack..........BUT GOD IS CONCERNED ABOUT US ETERNALLY.......and HE knows if we BUILD, SEEK FIRST HIS KINGDOM and RIGHTEOUSNESS.......truly stop moping and DRAGGING our feet about the OPPORTUNITY TO HELP RECONCILE others....NO MATTER THE COSTS.....when they FIRST TAKES PRECEDENCE in our heart....WOW.......KINGDOM will flow......and actually WE MAY FIND we don't need some of that stuff to be happy or to have HIS POWER......DON'T despise the day of small beginnings, and DON'T DESPISE ANY OPPORTUNITY , anywhere to BRING OTHERS TO CHRIST.....in OUR EARTHLY mind, it's not such an achievement we CRAVE over.......WE feel it's a CHORE, not pleasure........BUT ONE DAY........CAUSE ETERNITY IS FOREVER....one day we will WISH, WE HAD placed that ABOVE EVERYTHING ELSE........all the stuff, gonna pass away and burn........BUT THE SPIRITUAL STUFF that helped another see the GLORY AND PERSON OF JESUS CHRIST.....like ABRAHAM helped us LEARN what happens when we truly have faith........thank you father ABRAHAM....and thank you HEAVENLY FATHER AND KING JESUS, that as IMPORTANT AS YOU all are...........YOU HONOR THEM THAT HONOR you..........

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Satan is in BIG TROUBLE…………………..JESUS KINGDOM, is WITHIN YOU……..
………..I HATE TO SAY this…but I’M A PROJECT of JESUS……HE’S always WORKING ON ME, Even after I HAVE BEEN SAVED, AND BLESSED……………….HE’S ALREADY WORKED out my LIFE…..and as I ALLOW HIM….my life gets BETTER and BETTER………………..SEE GOD has blessed me SO MUCH in my life. Do you know what hindered me from ENJOYING the blessing…or even KEEPING it?...........................I DIDN’T get to KNOW HIM BETTER and BETTER……………………….every time GOD blessed me……….THE MORE I GOT CLOSER TO HIM………………..the BLESSING GOT MULTIPLIED, USED FOR HIS PURPOSE, and I RECEIVED MORE, and the BLESSING was EASIER TO HANDLE, AND IT BLESSED MORE PEOPLE……………………………BECAUSE I GOT CLOSER TO HIM……….if HE blessed me and I got FARTHER AWAY, or hadn’t COME TO KNOW HIM SUFFICIENTLY………………….I didn’t value the BLESSING, cause I REALLY didn’t get CLOSER to HIM………..either I LOST THE BLESSING, it was a BURDEN to MAINTAIN………….or THE BLESSING became an ADDICTION, and idol to me……………….(which, giggle…actually means it caused a curse on my life.)…
………QUESTION……………why DID GOD get so angry at the ‘first’ children of ISRAEL?...........BECAUSE HE had blessed them with ENOUGH MIRACLES TO BELIEVE…………………SO AFTER HE BLESSED THEM…….then WOW…..we kinda look ‘down’ on them a little…..CAUSE HE blessed them to come out of SLAVERY, and still….they DISBELIEVED and died in the WILDERNESS…………they became a PROVERB that most people don’t want to be like…………………………………..BUT GUESS WHAT PROJECT, everyone wants to be like? SOMEONE WHO KNOWS GOD, IS BLESSED, BLESSES EVERYBODY ELSE, …………………………..and BRINGS FORTH MUCH FRUIT……………………….
………WHICH apostle WOULD you most like to be like? ………….THE ONES PERHAPS YOU SEE who bought forth MUCH FRUIT, ……..which APOSTLE would you least like to be like?.......heehee…Judas, because you kinda think HE should have KNOWN BETTER………………YOU HAVE THE KINGDOM OF GOD, within you…………………………………………………………………………WHAT you do with it…is on you……………..EVERYTHING YOU HAVE LEARNED up to this point, SHOULD BE USED…………..TODAY…..in YOUR LIFE, and to affect all around you…………………..TODAY…..even this ministry……………..DISPLAYS what CHRIST HAS TRULY done in your life…………………someone WILL look at it and say, WOW….LOOK WHAT JESUS DID…………………………or they will say………………………..WELL, I see JESUS in you………is SOMETHING I DEFINITELY WANT………………..especially if they saw you before…………………..NOW THEY GET TO SEE THE AFTERWARD………………..THE FINISHED PROJECT………………….YOU AND I WILL never be PERFECT……………but OTHERS CAN CLEARLY SEE……………GOD , THE KINGDOM…………..has BEEN SOOO GOOD INSIDE OF YOU…………….SOMEBODY ought to look at you…………….and the RESULTS, AND THE FRUIT, and say…………………………I WANT THAT……………..THAT’S A JESUS MIRACLE…………….YOU ARE THE FINISHED PRODUCT, PROJECT, AND WORK OF JESUS CHRIST, ON THE CROSS, and IN THE LIVES OF NATIONS………………………………satan is in BIG TROUBLE………………..the KINGDOM IS WITHIN………..YOU………..

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WE DON’T DESERVE OR EARN GOD’S LOVE, AND HE DOESN’T CHOOSE US BASED UPON WHAT WE WILL DO IN THE FUTURE………………or DOES HE?................Hmm……………….i sometimes WONDER if King Saul had ever truly REPENTED…………………………in the future………..BUT he never did………………SO when GOD rejected him from being king………WAS it just that ONE ACT………..or a HEART that GOD saw would NEVER CHANGE…………………………think about it…..David committed adultery and had the woman’s husband killed……………………..David also did a census and many in the kingdom died……….YET David REPENTED after both acts…………..NOW don’t you honestly think ADULTERY AND MURDER……IS A worse sin then Saul keeping a few ‘good’ stuff, when GOD told him to DESTROY everything…..and not waiting on Samuel a prophet to PRAY a blessing and offer a sacrifice before Israel went to war……………BUT…here is the thing….even after ward, Saul tried to kill David, and he slew priests, and even went to a witch to try to hear GOD’S will……………..Saul in effect, NEVER repented……………..David did…………………..GOD KNOWS THINGS ABOUT US….others don’t………..EVEN our FUTURE, and WHETHER we are disobedient…..even when OTHERS may not know it………….
………SEE I am one of the FEW people I know, who WONDER, Did John the Baptist…..REALLY have to die? NOW I know in HEAVEN, GOD appointed it……………BUT DOES GOD appoint stuff for us…………..because of our DISOBEDIENCE, or better still………….DO WE die in some ways……….BECAUSE our PRIDE won’t SUBMIT in some way? ONLY HE and US know that…………………..I MEAN…..maybe it’s just me….but John had TWO disciples who left and followed JESUS….and he told them to go…………THEY WANTED to leave…………WHY didn’t John, JOIN JESUS? I mean HIS JOB was to PREPARE the way before JESUS came….ONCE JESUS came……………………..why was John still ministering? YOU SAY people still needed to hear of JESUS from another part? BUT John didn’t travel and do MISSIONARY WORK……..all in HIS PART had then HEARD, AND SEEN JESUS? Hmm…………….and I WONDER IF John had JOINED JESUS….would JESUS have told him, LEAVE Herod, alone. ……………………..FOLLOW ME, and …………….be an APOSTLE NOW…………Jesus was only going to be on earth for THREE and a half more years….then die………….and who better to be a LEAD APOSTLE, then John the Baptist……..and John was only SIX MONTHS older than JESUS…………..SO HE was still young……………….NO………I CAN’T say DEFINITELY……….but I WONDER….I SIMPLY WONDER……………if John had a little PRIDE with his ACTIONS…not his mouth…..when they said, JESUS is baptizing more than you………HE said, I’M HAPPY for that…………BUT HIS ACTIONS…………..like OUR ACTIONS can show differently from what we SAY. …………………IT MAKES ME WONDER………..HOW MUCH GREATER could we BE IN THE KINGDOM………………….if we CONNECTED WITH THOSE WE SHOULD….even though we don’t HAVE TO TECHNICALLY……………….do we END up saying and doing things that will get us KILLED, and removed from a situation…..sooner than NECESSARY?............the APOSTLES DIED martyrs as well….but YEARS later………………..MAYBE it doesn’t apply to JOHN THE BAPTIST……….but only to US……………………..DO WE STAY ALONE, because we have ‘status’ and a ‘reputation’ when it may be time to PARTNER?...................And Barnabas too………….HE separated from Paul………………………………WE SEE what is WRITTEN………and assume that is ALWAYS GOD’S will……….WHEN WE actually see in the BIBLE………things happen that GOD allow….that AREN’T ALWAYS HIS WILL……………………………………………….oh, when it’s said and done, if we serve GOD………..we will be THOUGHT of, in a GOOD WAY to someone…………………..BUT TRULY……………would our ANOINTING HAVE BEEN EVEN GREATER……………………….or…..COULD we have LED MORE in a MORE PERFECT WAY…………….of HUMILITY AND UNITY IN THE KINGDOM………..just wondering………………NO RIGHT OR WRONG………………………….BUT YOU AND I KNOW…………..we do things in life, things happen, and we somehow instinctively know PERSONALLY……………….GOD wanted BETTER for us………….what would GOD have done if Abraham hadn’t had the FAITH to offer up ISSAC……….heehee……..I MEAN Abraham DID step out on FAITH in the beginning…..and GOD took 25 years….or it FINALLY HAPPENED after 25 years………………………………………WE PROBABLY would still call ABRAHAM great and the father of our FAITH……………but HOW MUCH MORE VALUABLE is ABRAHAM’S LIFE and the STORY and EXAMPLE…………….when AFTER ALL THAT TIME…………HE still………………..BELIEVED ENOUGH to NOT ONLY HAVE ISSAC….but YEARS later be willing to OFFER HIM back to GOD……………GOD DOESN’T CHOOSE US BECAUSE HE KNOWS WHAT WE WILL DO, IN THE FUTURE………………OR………………..DOES HE? WOW……………

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AS WE MATURE, WE COME TO LEARN, and learn more, and learn even more….JUST CAUSE I CAN, don’t mean I SHOULD…………….Even a MESSAGE……….we know we should TAKE time to hear it, process it, let it DIGEST…..and we go and do something FAR MORE PLEASURABLE that EXCITES US, PLEASES US, FULFILLS us………….and when IT’S TIME TO HAVE FAITH, OR RESIST………we have NO RESISTANCE………we ate THE SWEETS, and not the VEGATBLES…………..
Even a church GOD may have called us to, or a MINISTRY……..and we say, NO…….IT DOESN’T MATTER LORD………….or, I DON’T WANT TO DO THAT………………….

……..1rst CORINTHIANS 10: 23All things are lawful, but not all things are profitable. All things are lawful, but not all things edify. 24Let no one seek his own good, but that of his neighbor.…
………….I think to MYSELF is this REALLY gonna BENEFIT GOD, AND HIS KINGDOM….or just me ALONE, and my desires………………hopefully YOU THINK this way too………they came to get HIM………..he could have EASILY…..got in the flesh, EVEN did a thing within his power, and CALLED ANGELS to slay them………..GOD wouldn’t have sent his HOLY SON to hell………but HE had already PRAYED, ON ONE ACCORD WITH HIS FATHER, and had made up HIS MIND……….LORD not my will, but YOUR WILL be done………..We may seem to ADVANCE immediately or get what we want…..BUT there was SOMETHING in the PROCESS…..of a HUGE BLESSING, we missed………………….HOW MANY people are called to the MINISTRY, and never really study………OH they can PUMP up the crowd…..and people really like them……………..BUT…..LONG TERM…..they don’t really ………..FEED like they should because ………THEY HAVEN’T LEARNED the WHOLE BIBLE and taken time to STUDY, be able to FIGHT, ENDURE, and really MINISTER not only EXCITING……..but REAL, TRUE, and HAVE THE RESISTENCE, OR PERSISTENCE to say WHAT NEEDS to be said, INSTEAD OF JUST what people CRAVE to hear…….and those PEOPLE that hear it…..GET SO EXCITED….but NEVER REALLY ENDURE, BUILD THE KINGDOM, or LEARN MUCH…..or even have ANOINTING when bad comes to their lives……………..THEY HEAR SUCH FABULOUS MESSAGES…..and do so little…………………….hmm………
…………..(OH, BY THE WAY………….JESUS LOVES YOU, AND DIED FOR YOUR SINS. IF YOU ACCEPT HIM IN YOUR LIFE, YOU CAN BE SAVED. Now that we got the BASIC MESSAGE out the way for SINNERS, and BABES……now we can talk to YOU who need MORE than that TODAY.)…..
………..St. John 18: 6 5They answered Him, "Jesus the Nazarene." He said to them, "I am He." And Judas also, who was betraying Him, was standing with them. 6So when He said to them, "I am He," they drew back and fell to the ground. 7Therefore He again asked them, "Whom do you seek?" And they said, "Jesus the Nazarene."…………………….
……..SEE, once we GROW UP in the LORD….we are like TEEN AGERS……….they can do a lot of things…..IT DOESN’T MEAN it’s wise. They are HALF WAY GROWN, and HONESTLY A parent doesn’t have as much CONTROL or INFLUENCE over them anymore. (For instance…..a few things)….NOW FORNICATION is not spiritual lawful……yet at a certain age, WE may have had ‘desires’ and SOMEONE willing to FULFIL them….even MARRIAGE……………some, me too…..WALKED away from GOD, or not really in HIS WILL and building HIS KINGDOM…………not really loving GOD…but KNOWING HE’S there….and yes……..ULTIMATELY if we BOW to HIM…………….AND ASK FORGIVENESS, HE will . YET….because a person didn’t CONCENTRATE on HIM…..and yet FLESH kept wanting and desiring….and when the TIME CAME….we got what we wanted……..I WONDER careers. HOW many people were SMART enough, diligent enough and AMBITIOUS enough to want a CERTAIN CAREER, but it TOOK them out of GOD’S WILL. Oh they got the degree, and EVEN seem SUCCESSFUL by the world’s standards…..but SOMEHOW it caused them to BE FARTHER away from GOD. These are ….THINGS NO one else may know. ONLY US and GOD……………HMM………..HOW many messages, even I as a MINISTER….will MINISTER to ‘please’ PEOPLE….but deep in my heart, I knew that’s not what GOD wanted me to say. BUT TO hype the CROWD, and perhaps even make more money……………..I SAID IT, and EVERYONE loved it too……….hmm………….THEY CAME TO JESUS to get him……………HE speaks, and suddenly, a WHOLE LEGION OF ROMAN soldiers…fall back……………..JESUS said it too. I COULD CALL FOR A LEGION OF angels to DELIEVER ME, and they WOULD…………..hahahaha………OH, how I LOVE this message……(Even with money….WE can buy what we want, but deep down inside we know either it’s not wise, or GOD don’t want us to have it..) but we BUY it anyway…..and suddenly OUR HEARTS are not as close to GOD, and the thing is HIGH MAINTENANCE, and we have to work another job, or idol worship it……..OR SIMPLY there was SOMETHING BETTER FOR GOD’S KINGDOM we could have done with it………………..OH…WE won’t go to hell…………………………….BUT DEEP INSIDE…..only us…..ONLY WE know……….i was in the FLESH when I did that….NOT IN THE SPIRIT…………Even stuff we say sometimes, and do….but say……..OH, WE SAY it….but deep down inside….we know we shouldn’t…or think it…..and KEEP thinking it….or worse…..DO IT………..………(even in a WORLDLY sense with UNBELIEVERS. How many people can make money off their BODIES, and SEXUALLY……and perhaps make MORE money, get MORE ATTENTION, and be SATISFIED ego wise, but have determined, II DON’T WANT TO ADVANCE this way…..IT WILL throw me on to a road and addiction……….that HONESTLY will not benefit my life….or HUMANITY)……………JESUS could at ANY POINT…..any POINT……slayed them, or got off the cross….IT WAS ALWAYS within HIS POWER……………………..HOW many times do US CHRISTIANS, do things……..and deep INSIDE…….is it for GOD and the KINGDOM….or simply for us…..EVEN using….JESUS name…….
….BUT HE SAID, HOW WILL THE FATHER’S WILL be FULFILLED in me doing that?................Samson even, Esau too………….they got the WOMAN their ‘flesh’ wanted……………BUT WAS it of GOD…..SOMETIMES we don’t have the power ONE BIT to get what we want…………………..and then there are TIMES……….GOD allows us to MAKE CHOICES, and have earthly power to do something……………YET….deep in our heart, even on the surface, we know……………..THE PERSON WHO gave this to me, or the WAY I got it, or the REASON…………………..really wasn’t of GOD…………………PAUL said, ALL THINGS ARE LAWFUL TO ME, BUT NOT ALL THINGS, EXPEDIENT………………meaning………….I HAVE LEARNED IN WHATEVER STATE I AM TO BE CONTENT……..until………………GOD delivers me………….IN HIS WAY, HIS TIME…………and in the mean time………HE’S USING my ‘weakness’ giving me GRACE, STRENGTH, and MANY MORE will be SAVED by this act or example………………………..

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GOD used to have to TAKE stuff out of my hand...and MAKE me...do stuff to get the highest blessing...NOW all HE gotta do is SPEAK...and say, NOT FOR YOU...OR NOT NOW....AND I'LL be like, WELL, YOU GIVE it to me LORD...RIGHT now....and HE says, WAIT....and I have learned to WAIT....IF I DON'T LOVE HIM more than that thing....IT'S NOT RIGHT, and if I RUSH it.......I WILL either be sorry or MISS out on something better....AND IF I DON'T HAVE FAITH, and RUSH to get things MY WAY....or let OTHERS give them to me.......MY DESTINY wont' be the WAY I HOPED FOR.......

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…..THIS BEAR IS WAITING ON THE LORD...doing things GOD'S WAY......he could go out and get an animal with his own BRUTE POWER....but HE prefers to WAIT ON THE LORD.....he knows, MAN, WOMAN shall not live by BREAD alone, or anything they want....but by EVERY WORD that proceeds out of the mouth of the LORD........
…….ON JESUS TIME…………….HE WILL BE KING, WHEN HIS FATHER SAYS SO….and when it’s APPOINTED….after HE dies and is SAVIOR first……….we LOVE kings……when what we FIRST NEED is SAVIORS, who walk, talk, teach, live, demonstrate, and be amongst us….not just SITTING on a throne to be idol worshipped ………….and SATISFY the lusts in us…..TO BEAT DOWN the WORLD’S EMPIRES……..too soon………..
…………St. John 15: 6 14 Then those men, when they had seen the miracle that Jesus did, said, This is of a truth that prophet that should come into the world…….15 When Jesus therefore perceived that they would come and take him by force, to make him a king, he departed again into a mountain himself alone…………..Proverbs 10: 22 22It is the blessing of the LORD that makes rich, And He adds no sorrow to it…………….
…….HOW MANY people in CHRISTIANITY HAVE GOTTEN what they wanted…..BUT too early or not GOD’S way….and at first were so happy…..but later EITHER REGRETED or realized, GOD probably had BETTER for me….if I had just settled down, waited, and PLACED HIS KINGDOM and patience first……………….AND LET GOD give it to me….instead of me getting it, MY WAY…………………ON MY TIME, with STUFF I COULD do……..
……Humans can try to make things happen…….WE do sometimes have that power. We can know something is meant to be….but RUSH it….or WANT it for the WRONG reason. JESUS is obviously, KING……….and maybe there could have been temptation for HIM to give in to ‘people’ HE knows eventually he will die, be resurrected, sit on the right hand of the FATHER and all things be given to HIM. He’s well over thirty now, doing miracles and so much. ………..
……But JESUS is patient, and wants the FATHER to give HIM what HE will have. HE doesn’t want ‘humans’ doing it, and it’s not TIME….GOD’S time. And I suspect they don’t want him to be KING for the right reason. HE multiplied fishes and loaves………..SOMEONE FEED you…they become very important to you, whether you truly BELIEVE in them or not. And they aren’t thinking of HIM as an ETERNAL AND RIGHTEOUS KING……they are thinking of him naturally as a KING to over throw the Roman empire…………..WRONG TIMING, WRONG REASON, AND WRONG BEING…..to give JESUS ……what HE will have……….
…….SOME things…….we only want GOD to give us. THE BIBLE SAYS THE BLESSINGS of the LORD, MAKE rich and add no sorrow. When a human…gives us what we want……LOVE, POWER, MONEY, some CONNECTION we desire, some MATERIAL thing….EVEN attention……..SHOULD it be in the power of a HUMAN, outside of GOD’S will…to make YOU happy, joyful? I don’t mean a human who is supposed to be in your DESTINY, WHO knows GOD…….and isn’t ANXIOUS to please you…..MORE THAN YOUR MATURITY in GOD…..Some humans, GIVE to you…….BECAUSE there is something, THEY WANT….so it’s not for YOU….it’s for them. THESE people…….perhaps DIDN’T even really BELIEVE in JESUS righteousness. Certainly they didn’t understand what would be his BODY and BLOOD sacrifice for their sins. THEY SIMPLY LUSTED OVER HIM, to be a KING…..to do what they want, and OVER THROW what they wanted……
……WE MAKE SUCH hasty moves as humans, WHEN we desire, lust, crave, or want what we want…………………AND SOMETIMES can get it too………WE may actually get it…..TOO EARLY…..or WE may get it….and if we AREN’T close to GOD….or walking in our DIVINE DESTINY, it will actually PLEASE us a little on earth, SATISFY our fleshy, normal lusts of anything to HAVE WHAT WE WANT, WHEN WE WANT IT, HOW WE WANT it…..BUT WHEN GOD gives us things……….THEY FIT HIS PLAN, HIS KINGDOM, HIS WAY…..and later on WE won’t be SORRY………HAVE you ever been able to get what you wanted, when you wanted it, how you wanted it….and it was SO NICE…..and you said, “AHH…FINALLY!” You sighed……and REJOICED…..and later on…………………………..you SECOND GUESSED and wondered if you got the BEST GOD wanted you to have…………
…….JESUS WAS GONNA BE THE KING, HIS FATHER….appointed……..THE FATHER GAVE ALL INTO THE HANDS OF THE SON…………..JESUS wasn’t about to let HUMANS, give HIM what HE wanted……….And TOO soon at that, without the SACRIFICE THAT HIS FATHER CALLED for HIM to make………………you can THROW YOUR SPIRITUAL LIFE out of BALANCE……….and OTHERS can too……………..IF WE ARE NOT CAREFUL………………..JUST LOOK if they had FORCED JESUS to be king, and HE over throw that GOVERNMENT, or MANY started following him for HIS POSITION, as opposed to WHO HE WAS………………WOW……………..JESUS knew it was time to be ALONE…………SOMETIMES, GOD calls for us to GET ALONE, WITH HIM………and CLOSER TO HIM……..and then……HE BRINGS US, OR BRINGS PEOPLE to us who SHOULD be there…………….HE GOT ALONE, and HIS APOSTLES were in a boat, and alone and in trouble with the WIND raging……….and JESUS came to them…………….NOT as a KING at this time………BUT A SAVIOR…………..and immediately they were on DRY LAND….and back in balance…………..WITH THE EARTH……….(THERE ARE REAL PEOPLE WHO NEED US, FOR THE RIGHT REASON, and WHO are in trouble, or will be in TROUBLE). And they don’t need a ‘king’…….at first……….THEY NEED a savior……WHEN we get what we want, we can feel like a ‘king’, and actually STOP helping to SAVE those we are appointed to REACH…………(maybe I put too much thought into that scripture…and maybe not.)
………..Look at the REST of it, AFTER HE got ALONE…………St. John 6 : 16……….. 16 And when even was now come, his disciples went down unto the sea,…..17 And entered into a ship, and went over the sea toward Capernaum. And it was now dark, and Jesus was not come to them……18 And the sea arose by reason of a great wind that blew…….19 So when they had rowed about five and twenty or thirty furlongs, they see Jesus walking on the sea, and drawing nigh unto the ship: and they were afraid……20 But he saith unto them, It is I; be not afraid…….21 Then they willingly received him into the ship: and immediately the ship was at the land whither they went.

Carolyn Osburn









Saul was very angry; this refrain galled him. "They have credited David with tens of thousands," he thought, "but me with only thousands. What more can he get but the kingdom?" (1 Samuel 18:8)

INSECURITY AND INSTABILITY
This statement caused something to snap in King Saul. From this point on, Saul was never the leader God intended him to be. He allowed insecurity to drive his every decision. Insecurity leads to the need to control people and circumstances. The need to control leads to anger once we realize we are unable to control the circumstance. King Saul could not accept, much less rejoice, over David's success. David's life would never be the same, because Saul sought to kill David every chance he had. Saul had a choice; he could have seen David as an up-and-coming general in his army who could have become an important part of his team and made the kingdom of Israel even stronger. Instead, he looked at him as a threat. When you hear good news about fellow workers or associates, do you rejoice with them? If you find yourself comparing your life's circumstances to others and don't feel you measure up, recognize that this is one of satan's greatest ploys to destroy you.

Christ has given you all things in Him. He has a unique plan for you that cannot be compared to another. He alone is your security. Trust in the purposes He has for your life. And remember, "My God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus" (Phil. 4:19 KJV).

Carolyn Osburn 









We went through fire and water, but you brought us to a place of abundance." Psalm 66:12b

It is nice to hear that God desires to bring us into abundance. In fact, many a preacher has promoted the goodness of the Lord and His ability to prosper His children. Alas, my experience is that this gospel of material abundance has little to do with the gospel of the Kingdom as our Lord works in the realm of the sanctified soul. The passage above tells us that God does in fact bring us into places of abundance. However, upon further study of the entire passage, we learn the route to this abundance.

For you, O God, tested us; You refined us like silver. You brought us into prison and laid burdens on our backs. You let men ride over our heads; we went through fire and water, but You brought us to a place of abundance (Psalm 66:10-12). God's economy of abundance often has little to do with material blessing. In God's economy, abundance is often measured in wisdom and knowledge of Himself. It is then that we are truly blessed. Wisdom cannot be gained through intellectual pursuits. Wisdom comes only through experience. Real wisdom comes from the kinds of experiences that come only through the deepest tests. Lessons of refinement, including prison accompanied by burdens, lead us through the fire and water. This is the territory that must be traveled to reach that place of abundance. It would seem strange that a loving God would use such means with His children. What we often fail to realize is that God's measuring stick is the character and likeness of Jesus Christ Himself in each of us. This cannot be gained through a life of ease and pleasure. Ease and pleasure fail to refine.

Realize that if you are faithful through the tests, you will enter a place of abundance that few will ever attain. The darkest hour is just before daybreak.

Carolyn Osburn 





THE HEAT OF THE DESERT

Mathew 4:1

Jesus was led by the Holy Spirit into the desert to be tempted by the devil. Why would God lead His Son into the desert to be tempted? Why would God lead you and me into the desert?

The desert is a place to learn something about ourselves. It is the place where we determine if we will truly live by every Word of God, not by bread alone. When Satan tempted Jesus in the desert, Jesus responded to every temptation by citing what the Word of God said about that temptation.

This is also the way you and I must respond to the temptations that are brought our way. We must have the Word of God written into our hearts in order to know how to respond to given situations. The Bible says, "the truth shall make you free." It is knowing and doing the will of God that allows us to live free from the temptation of evil.

Carolyn Osburn 









"You have not kept the command the Lord your God gave you; if you had, He would have established your kingdom over Israel for all time. But now your kingdom will not endure; the Lord has sought out a man after His own heart and appointed him leader of His people, because you have not kept the Lord's command" (1 Samuel 13:13-14).

CONTROL VS. TRUST

Saul believed he needed to take control of the situation. Whenever we try to take control of a situation out of God's will, we demonstrate that we are led by fear. Many a boss is so driven by fear that he attempts to manage by over controlling his people. This results in codependent relationships in which the employees are fearful of making the wrong decisions, and are driven to please the manager at all costs. This results in loss of respect for the manager. Many times the employees make poor choices just to please their manager; as a result, resentment begins to build among the employees due to the manager's over control.

Do you see any signs of over control in how you relate to others? Can you allow others the freedom to fail? Do you find yourself changing directions in midstream when you see something you don't like? Are you fearful of failure? These are all symptoms of a Saul-control spirit. Pray that God will allow you to walk in the freedom of trusting in Him and those around you.

Carolyn Osburn 





MAKING LEMONADE

JAMES 1:2-4

You know, in life its pretty safe to say, people don't tend to enjoy being around negative people. There is enough negativity out in the world, coming from the news, our workplaces, and perhaps even our own families. The reality is people enjoy being around people who help them feel better, to look at the positive side of a situation, and who have an "anything is possible" attitude.

The apostle James had this kind of perspective: "...consider it an opportunity for great joy..."

Of course, there are plenty of instances where being overly happy or joyful is not appropriate, such as the death of a loved one or a very trying situation. But, this does not mean we cannot be positive and at the same time empathize with someone's situation. When we're going through something hard, it's good to have good, positive people around who understand.

Carolyn Osburn 





Ephesians 2:1-3

SWIMMING UPSTREAM

It takes guts to be different. Like a tug of war, you want to do right, but find the world pulling you back in. The current is going against you. Most of the world goes with the flow, follows the masses and worships the idols. When you submit your life to God, He will often take you in the opposite direction and you may need new friends that are doing the same. If you look around and all of your friends are spiritually dead and going the way of the world, you need to change course and probably change your friends.

God takes full responsibility for the life totally committed to Him. It may take you upstream, but you will be productive, and the journey will be exciting along the way. He will give your life purpose. Submit to God, follow His promptings, resist peer pressure and be willing to swim against the current.

Carolyn Osburn 





John 10:10

THE TRUTH SHALL SET US FREE

If we think we live in a world where there is no enemy distracting us and trying to keep us from the purpose, plan, and true intention of God's will for our lives, we are deceived. Every day, good Christian people get off track because they weren't prepared for the battle that happens every day on behalf of the souls of men, saved and unsaved.

If you're a Christian, the enemy's goal is to make you completely spiritually handicapped, either by an emotional wound or by lack of knowledge.

If you're not a Christian yet, the enemy of our soul wants to make sure we stay that way. Press in and press on when the fire heats up someone's eternal fate hangs in the balance.

Carolyn Osburn 





John 14:12

PRINCIPLES OF LEADERSHIP

Great leaders, mentors, and managers must empower others to fulfill the mission of any organization. Jesus invested time and energy developing leaders. Only at the point at which they could properly manage the resource did Jesus empower them. The teacher who offers empowerment too early sets up followers for failure. On the other hand, the leader who fails to empower capable people creates frustration.

Part two of good empowerment is engaging your follower to use his/her authority entrusted to them to fulfill their mission.

Jesus imparted to his followers a balance of both of these concepts. Peter was not ready for leadership before the crucifixion. He failed to use the empowerment given to him by Jesus. It required a failure in Peter's life before he matured in his leadership. However, once Peter began to appropriate from Jesus what He had imparted to him he became a powerful and effective leader. Jesus told his disciples they would be able to not only do what He had done, but they would do even greater things than He did.

Carolyn Osburn 





Amos 3:7

HEED THE WORDS OF A PROPHET

God still uses His prophets today to reveal His plans in the lives of His people. I have seen this Scripture proved over and over in the lives of people. It is as though God sends out His "scouts" to inform His servants what is ahead for them. Sometimes He does this because He knows the event will require such changes in that person's life and so He wants to assure them of His love. I have experienced the Lord using me in this way in the life of other individuals. God did this in the life of Moses. He came to Moses at the burning bush to reveal His purposes for the people of Israel and His call on Moses to free them.

Has God placed individuals in your life to speak His plans for you? Are your eyes and ears spiritually sensitive so that you will know who are messengers of God? Elisha had a servant who could not see or hear with spiritual eyes and ears until Elisha prayed they would be opened. Then the servant could see the great army of God protecting them (see 2 Kings 6:17). Pray that you might see and hear with the Spirit. He may desire to reveal His purposes and plans through another individual.

Carolyn Osburn 





I Kings 19:18

PERCEPTION VS. REALITY

Elijah's perception was not reality. He thought he was the last of the prophets. He could not see what God was doing. God informed Elijah that there were actually seven thousand of His representatives in the land who had not bowed down to Baal. Now give some thought to that statement. Elijah thought he was the only one left. God says there are 7,000 left! What a discrepancy in perception and reality.

This is often the case for you and I. We look at our situations and conclude based on the circumstances that reality must be this way. But God says, "No, you do not see what I see or what I know or what I am doing. The situation is very different than what you are perceiving."

Be careful not to draw conclusions about your situation that may not be based on truth. God always has a plan for His servants that we may not know about. Ask God to give you His perception of the situation, not yours.

Carolyn Osburn 





2 Corinthians 10:4

BREAKING THE CHAINS THAT BIND

The root of strongholds are either negative memories where the stronghold was allowed to come in, or strongholds can also be passed down generationally. Have you ever noticed how families seem to have the same types of problems unless someone within that family "breaks the mold"? Pregnancy out of wedlock, suicide, drug dependence and other 'less serious' problems can result from generational strongholds. We can also invite strongholds into our lives by our own choices and behaviors. Getting our needs met outside of God's design can open the door to a stronghold. Often we may not be aware of a stronghold's influence over our lives.

Do you struggle with longstanding behaviors or thought patterns and wonder why you cannot overcome them? You may be influenced by a spiritual stronghold. God desires that we be free from strongholds and their destructive influence. Do you have any strongholds that may be holding you back in your life?Pray and ask God to set you free in every area of our life so that we may experience the abundant life.

Carolyn Osburn 


Mark 14:72

GOING AROUND ONE MORE TIME

We do not face the weaknesses that we have just once, but multiple times, until we master it. It is not “once clean, always clean” either. I have seen people fall right back into something that they crawled out of. If you lose your temper every time someone does something, you will face that something time and time again. A good friend of mine called it “Taking another lap.”

Learn from the things that upset you. Be on guard, and when you see it coming, face it with a smile and the right attitude. Chances are you will never have to face it again. Or, you can take another lap.